all i asked for...

all i asked for was a simple five minute phone call. five minutes, five seconds to say "goodnight, sweetie" and "i love you" . even one of the two would have been great. and yes, i can and will live without either one...it shouldnt be a big deal...but its starting to become a big deal. james never ever calls anymore...i have to call him. and when i ask him to call and he says he'll try, or even on the rare occasion he promises to call, he rarely does. i understand that we both have alot of homework and other stuff and yes i understand james is living in a house with two brothers, a sister, and his parents. and i understand he can't get to the phone as much as meself, who has no siblings. but still...you'd think he'd make an effort, ya know? im not mad, just a little...hurt, actually. my eyes are even tearing up a little...and i know they shouldnt be. i love him with all my heart, and nothing can ever change that. and i plan to talk with him about my feelings. tomorrow. but as for tonight, i'll just head to bed and maybe cry a little, then drift into a dream-filled slumber where a five minute phone call is never, ever forgotten. i can hear him now tomorrow..."sorry hun. i was usy and it was late and you know it..."

ALL I EVER ASKED FOR WAS A SIMPLE FIVE MINUTE CALL...

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